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Wednesday, 16 September 2009

  • a dream...

    I have a friend...who has never been to a zoo. Well Jared being the kind hearted man he is said that can't do. We will take you to the zoo. So off we went.

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    Got our faces painted like little girls.

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    although I must add we had to forse Marian to do it. Sigh.

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    Rode the carressell (how do u spell that?) like little kids. They guys were good sports on that.

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    took pictures.

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    Even tho cotton candy has that weird unhealthy thing going Lauren bought a bag and we all had some. Life is like that, you take it in and it just melts away with only the memory of it left. So Lauren and I were mourning the last of life as we knew it.

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    OH!!! Wait! We found a little bit more! Happy dance.

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    This was the group that braved the excitment of going in circles. And don't forget the up and down as well. It was just way to much fun being kids for a day. ahhhh. Mad peaceful.

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    Me and my better half. Thank you Jared for making the effort to make this day happen. It meant alot. Love you.

     

     

     

Thursday, 25 June 2009

Wednesday, 18 March 2009

  • Thank you God for pain...

    prayer

    I used to wish that I could rewrite history
    I used to dream that each mistake could be erased
    Then I could just pretend
    I never knew the me back then

    I used to pray that You would take this shame away
    Hide all the evidence of who I've been
    But it's the memory of
    The place You brought me from
    That keeps me on my knees
    And even though I'm free

    Heal the wound but leave the scar
    A reminder of how merciful You are
    I am broken, torn apart
    Take the pieces of this heart
    And heal the wound but leave the scar

    I have not lived a life that boasts of anything
    I don't take pride in what I bring
    But I'll build an altar with
    The rubble that You've found me in
    And every stone will sing
    Of what You can redeem

    Heal the wound but leave the scar
    A reminder of how merciful You are
    I am broken, torn apart
    Take the pieces of this heart
    And heal the wound but leave the scar

    Don't let me forget
    Everything You've done for me
    Don't let me forget
    The beauty in the suffering

    Heal the wound but leave the scar
    A reminder of how merciful You are
    I am broken, torn apart
    Take the pieces of this heart
    And heal the wound but leave the scar


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    I just gave my life story the other night to our group of teens. It was good to refresh my mind with what all God has brought me from. I am a living testimony as to where God healed the wounds but left the scars. And my prayer is that I will remain broken and torn and open before Him. The redeemer. My Saviour. And that when pain comes in my life...that I will look to Him for strenght and healing. May God keep working in my life to bring HIM glory.

Friday, 06 March 2009

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    Went into visit my new nephew. My first time exsperiance!!!

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    I was so excited to see him. I had been living in Colorado when my other nephew was born and never got to see him till he was 5 months. So this is new territory for me.

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    The proud daddy. My big brother. Who is my hero by the way.

Wednesday, 11 February 2009

  • 25 Random Things About who? ME?!

    1. I like to consider myself an artist. So I have a studio to comfirm that consideration.
    2. I have a goal to always be doing something or making something creative.
    3. I enjoy reading my bible in 4 month segments. And YES i DO enjoy it!!
    4. I am adopted.
    5. I am a mutt.
    6. I met my mom. I'd like to meet my dad.
    7. I like randomness.
    8. I love city life.
    9. I love to study and learn new things.
    10. I am half-way thru my college course on Child Pyscology.
    11. I milk cows for survival.  yes, even I can shock myself.
    12. I don't take pain pills. EVER.
    13. I conquered a horrible phobia I had of opposums.
    14. I hold conversations with myself.
    15. I laugh over nothing most of the time.
    16. I am loud but I am working on that one.
    17. I love to snowboard!!
    18. I love my nephew. And the one that is in the oven...I am way past ready to meet!!!
    19. I like to travel.
    20. I am morbid.
    21. I like watching football. OK, I'll take that back...I LOVE watching football!!!
    22. I find honesty refreshing. Thank you (you know who) for teaching me about being honest.
    23. I enjoy singing along to songs I don't know.
    24. I like the game UNO.
    25. And I like games period. Even when I loose. Altho I must admit I am glad this game is over.
     
    I did this on facebook and thought I'd use it twice.

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